NOBODY 8

The following chapter contains adult scenes and is rated 15+ so if you are younger please do not read, or if you don't like this kind of thing you have been warned.

He walks me up the stairs and to my room. We’re silent. And my brain is trying to remember the words of the song Gary sings in their latest cd …
‘How did we lose our way?
It's hard to remember
All that we shared
Now we both have separate lives
From lovers to strangers, now alone
Tell me, How did we lose our way?’
His hand rests gently on my back, like he wants to make sure I can walk straight.
“That’s my door”
“Yes it is” his voice is low.
“I should go to bed; it has been a long day”
He nods while he’s running his hand across my back, rubbing it through my silk dress. He’s pulling me closer, wrapping his arms around me. His lips touch mine, tugging and pulling them and we share a long loving kiss. I break it for a moment; his eyes are closed so I breathe deep. He slowly opens them and looks at me. “I miss you” he says softly, moving his face close to mine again. “I’ve been missing you since…”
I picture Robbie in my mind but Howard is right in front of me, and he needs me and I need him. I shush him with a series of slow, soft kisses starting at his cheek and going towards his jaw. He exhales; my hands are loosely wrapped around him.
We are standing close to the door, when Howard shifts his weight, and he slowly pins me against it.
He starts a series of slow kisses, covering every inch of my face.
“I almost forgot how much I missed smelling you, and feeling you” he reaches my ears than moves towards my eyes, and finally back to my lips. I am pressing against him, not moving, simply enjoining having him so close to me.
He continues another long kiss, playing with my lips, periodically breaking it and starting a new one. When we realize there’s someone standing few inches away from us, staring. We look to our right. Jason in standing there, arms crossed. He has a bored look on his face. “The two of you are really getting on my nerves.” We look at him surprised. He sighs, and before we have the time to react takes Howard by his arm, moves him a little, reaches for the handle and opens the door, pushes both of us inside and slams it behind us. “There you go! I got you a room! You’ll thank me tomorrow! Nighty night” we hear him yelling.
“He’ll wake the kids up” I say
“I don’t care; he just became my best friend ever”

We simply stand there, looking at one another in the eyes. Howard closes them and brings his face towards my ear. “I want you” he whispers quietly. I slide my hands around his back; move them to his shoulders and to the back of his head and I wrap my lips around his. My hands move up and down on his back. I finally grab the bottom of his t-shirt, yanking on it, and tugging it up towards his shoulders. Howard doesn’t move his arms but keeps on holding me and kissing me. Maybe he’s not after sex after all; he just wants to be with me. He breaks the kiss, and simply holds me tight, resting his face next to mine. “Make love to me Howard” I am almost begging him.He slowly pulls back, so I can raise his t-shirt, and he slowly takes it off, letting it fall on the floor. I push him on the bed and he rests on his back, his bare chest press against me. I’m still fully clothed. His arms are wrapped around me, and he leans down again, passionately kissing me. I raise my legs, intertwining them around his, pulling him closer while maintaining our long kiss.I am on top and I lean back so I can grind myself against his crotch, and I slowly take off my dress, immediately followed by my bra, I don’t want to tease him. I am overcome by passion and lust. It has been so long since our last time together.I am about to lean forward once again when Howard sees my c-section scar. His eyes fill with tears and start caressing it with his left hand. He moves a finger up and down, following its line, like he could erase it with his movements. He pulls up his face and buries it in my belly. I hear him sobbing. “No baby no, no need to cry now, it’s us, please honey, I want you to love me tonight”. He looks back at me, amazed. I haven’t said something like this for a long long time. He slides his arms up and down across my back, tracing delicate lines across my skin. We kiss once again and he pushes his face up, returning my kisses with blinding lust and love. I am moving my hips up and down, grinding against his crotch. I briefly raise my body, and begin to unbutton his pants taking them off. I look at his body. He is hard and yearning to get out. I slowly pull his boxers off and toss them to the far corner of the room.Howard is lying in the center of the bed. He wants it bad, I know him. I slowly reach up, and put a soft, delicate hand around the base of his hard penis. I move my hand up, gently pulling at the skin while rubbing his glands with the other one. He moans and closes his eyes, enjoying the pleasure I’m giving him. I need him to forget about the pain. We will forget it for one night.I slowly lower my face to his penis, and I wrap my mouth around the tip. I swirl my tongue, up and down, and bob him briefly. I pull back, and I use my fingers to gently wet the rest his penis with my saliva."How do you want it?" I am calm and cool, I’m there for him.But Howard’s heart seems to skip a beat. He wants me to go up to him. “I don’t want a blowjob, I want you” he moans. I get up and straddling him around his stomach. My feet are by his sides, and I lean forward, I want him to understand I’m in control tonight. I’m really wet and I brush up against his stomach, he grunts and moans. His eyes are closed “look at me Howard” and our faces meet. He grabs me and pulls me closer so that my breast and body are pressing against his chest. I slowly slide down, until we are lined up. “Switch” he commands and he’s on top of me. "Howard," I whisper and I kiss him again. I can feel his erection between us and I can’t help but let out a soft moan muffled by his mouth still on mine. "Howard," I repeat “I need you inside me now”.He supports his weight on his elbows, and his hands are wrapped around underneath my body, holding and caressing me, and pulling me close. He lowers his face towards mine and I kiss him once again. I can feel his heart racing, he breathes heavy. He leans back, and he positions himself on his knees. He waits for a second, and looks at me. Our eyes lock showing emotions that no words can say and he slowly thrust his hips forward, and slides into me.He closes his eyes, unable to handle the flood of pleasure to his brain, and slowly withdraws and thrusts deeply again, his pubic bone hitting my clit. Each thrust send waves of pleasure through me. His eyes slowly open, and I reach up with my arms, pulling him down close. I lock my hands around him, running them up and down along his back, and holding him tightly. Howard continues to thrust slowly, rotating his hips slightly with each thrust, maximizing both our pleasure. His face is next to mine, and he turns kissing my cheek. His body moves rhythmically, periodically pulling out and in. Our bodies are locked, and we breathe in sync. I am letting out soft gasps with each thrust. My legs are wrapped around him, pulling him in faster on the thrust, and releasing him slowly. Howard keeps on thrusting when his face drops down between my face and my neck. I bury my mouth into his curls enjoying his sweaty smell, my legs wrapped around his. He stops moving and I start rotating my hips beginning to pleasure him slowly, without him thrusting. He turns his face so his mouth is by my ear “I love you” he whispers, and I cannot say anything in reply so I kiss him slowly on the cheek and on his lips.
He smiles and begins thrusting once again, I moan and he increases his pace, pushing in and out faster and harder. My fingernails are into his back. I can only say "Oh, fuck me, keep doing it like that", “My pleasure love” and continues his rapid pace.
Then he breaks the kiss. "I'm … getting close, Emilia are you?" he mutters. His voice is hoarse and raspy. I lean forward and shush him. "It doesn't matter," I say kissing him, "Just ... let it go... don't worry about me, this is about you." I kiss him again. His breathing is now heavy "I love you," he says deeply and slowly. I kiss him as if saying “I know”.
And Howard lets out a deep groan and comes. He slowly releases his grip on me, letting his arms loosen, but still holding me tight. I attempt to move, but he holds me. "You're not going anywhere," he says. I rest my head next to his, we are silent, and his breathing is peaceful now. I stroke his curls until he falls asleep, holding on to me like we are the last people on the face of the earth.